Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Technical Difficulties

Alright folks. This week in so many ways was an interesting one. Had what I thought were a few set backs, but like always God helps me get through them all.
I am learning more and more everyday that you have to rely on others. As hard as that can be sometimes, you have to have people in your life you can fall back on. You also can't be shy in life! You have to take one giant step forward in order to keep moving.

And with that I had to do some digging about my blog and school email and realized I couldn't get into my blog for the last week. Turns out my school signed a contract with google to keep using gmail as our email provider, but we can no longer use blogger and probably some other things like that.. Oh well, I am hear writing that I am moving my blog!
I wanted to make the move easy, here is the link.
http://joyfulalyssa.wordpress.com/
I am hoping I can still access blogger for a while. But in case I can not I am moving everything over. Better safe than sorry. I like blogging so I am sticking to it.

It's 7:30 on a Wednesday evening. Normally I would be at bible study, but this girl has other things to do. And no writing this blog is not one of them. Just gotta do it now while I literally can.
Projects, papers, tests and presentations. That is what the rest of this week is filled with.
This weekend will be spent at WFR with Kaila, which I am super excited about.  We will be gone till Monday :) Happy Day! The ONLY thing I am not happy about is the amount of school work I need to get done. But if I manage my time just right, it will all get done.
This term has been a packed one, as you all know. This last Saturday, young life had a fundraiser! Car wash and garage sale. It went good, but the weather wasn't holding out. So we have more events to come! I've been on a normal schedule lately. Classes, work, young life, homework, the classroom. Oh you know!
Friday I was able to go on a field trip with my little kinders and that was def the highlight of my week. Maybe this term ;) They are so precious. Can't wait till I get to see them tomorrow morning. And I will show up at the right time. My schedule usually has me somewhere by 7 or 8 lately. I almost tried to show up to my 9am class this morning at 8, until I realized I didn't have class till later. And that was the start of today.
Got a lot to accomplish tonight, so those who pray, pray I get what I need done actually done!

I am gonna call it quits, but look for my other blog.
http://joyfulalyssa.wordpress.com/

Same posts are there, and I will be posting new ones from there.
Stay tuned for the life of Alyssa, where life isn't always easy, but easy to praise!

Love you all!
Ms. Lyss (like one little kinder calls me) :)


Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Sometimes life is a mystery :)

And I say, it's time to post another blog.
For those of who may not know me very well, I appreciate the times you stick out and read what I have to say. I hope my "journaling" can be a time of encouragement, or hope or something that has a positive light in your life.
For me, it's a time to let the real Alyssa out. I know life has its ups and downs, and that life can sometimes be a struggle. I think it's safe to say, we all face struggles every single day. Mine are more evident some days than others, but they are always there. Struggles don't just go away, as much as I would like them too. They are also usually something we have been facing for what may seem likes years beyond years, or they actually are; such as mine.
What I am dealing with lately, a few people know. I am so fortunate to have those people to talk to, even if I don't always feel as if I can share (when I know I really can!). Eh and thus the blogging comes handy. I have been blessed here at Western with people who are willing to listen to what I feel like is either complaining or negativeness. In reality things can't be bottled up! I heard on Klove not too long ago that for a person to be happy, you must have friends. I am improvising now with what was actually said since I can't remember exact words. It goes like this. A person who doesn't have close friends live as long as a person who has smoked for 15 years. So no friendship= not a lot of years to live. How crazy! I strive to have friends. I strive to make people feel important. It may not happen everyday, but I do not like when people feel left out. I mean I don't like feeling left out. There are some things I could work out to make people feel involved and special. I think what it takes is inviting someone to do something (cough cough, that's how I feel and what I need a lot of the time).
Little bit of a scatter brain, but oh well. I am the one writing, so I can write what I want. Isn't that how it works? Oh also, I should probably go through and reread before I ever post, but I don't. So if my grammar is wrong, that is why. Any who....
God is sooooo good. In my times of doubt or of being impatience or stress through numerous things, I am reminded of His goodness and how he provides. I have been blessed with two earthly brothers from my parents. Who I love dearly and couldn't imagine life without them. Hunter who is 14 will call me here and there and tell me some about what is going on. Most importantly I am so proud of who he is becoming. Before he didn't know how to make friends, but since joining sports he has so many friends and in general is happier! Noticing a trend. Cory, my twin. A guy who I miss and wish could call me! They are both so great, and growing up.
This leads into the brothers I have here at Western. I really don't personally know many of the men at Wednesday Bible Study as well as I might want. But I am thankful that they are here. Leading as great examples of who I and the rest of the women should be waiting for. We deserve nothing but the best in a man and these men prove that day after day. Friday was a night dedicated to the Women of Bible study! Night of Honor. And what a night it was. Escorted to our dinner table, while music was being played. A little bit of a show, and encouragement from the men. I even got to watch all the women from afar taking photos together to document the great time we all were having. It was so amazing to be in the presence of God in this way. A night to dress up, feel pretty and special. We all need one of those every once in a while! What stuck out to me the most that night the anonymous letter we all were given by a brother in Christ. My first reaction when I was hearing about these letters that were at our left side on the dinner table was, "Who would have wrote me a letter, since I barely know any of the guys." Once again, swept off my feet. God knows how to surprise me and let me know that there are people watching and paying attention. Now thinking about it, of course there are men I know at Western. YOUNG LIFE! I dedicate a night every week to hanging out with some amazing leaders who are invested in high school students lives. What a blessing that is in itself! As I start reading this letter it hits me, the man who wrote this letter sees me every week. Sometimes not at my best I must add. As I read and take in the details of this letter I start to tear up. Receiving a letter that is personal and hits home it a good letter! The content was stuff I talk to people about, but bringing it forth is a new way to see things. It was nice to know that people SEE ME! From afar we are all watching; hopefully not judging, but realizing what people are doing. It is nice to hear that what we do in life is making a difference. I am not 100% sure who wrote that letter to me, but I want you to know that I truly appreciated the kind things you had to say. There really aren't many words to describe how I felt when I read it and how I have felt after I've read it.
The things I do in life I don't except recognition. But I will say it is nice to be recognized. I have been stressed lately. I haven't had enough time to think about the stress because of the time I spend doing other things that have to get done. While everyone else was worshipping at bible study tonight, I sat back and started praying. Praying for people in my life, but also the things going on in my life. Then all of a sudden a prayer was answered! It wasn't "big" but it was big enough for me! I am thankful to receive the prayer I personally got from a couple awesome people tonight. They were both spot on with how I was feeling. Now it is time to let God do His work, and for me to pay attention and abide by what He asks of me.
Tomorrow is a new day. An early day where I get to spend time with high school girls, talk about life and build relationships.
It is also important to remember that God provides in so many amazing mysterious ways! this week he has provided comfort when i least expected it!

Praise Jesus for being Jesus! Scott at bible study said tonight, "Jesus+Nothing=Everything!" We have been given everything we ever need! We have done nothing to receive it, but it is still there. By the grace and love through Jesus!

Thanks for reading my long thoughts. I hope you all have an encouraged rest of your week and weekend.
God Bless
Miss Lyss ;)

Friday, May 10, 2013

I'm now... 23 :D

As I'm sitting here on the futon in my house, listening to music and reading a book for class I ponder this week and all of its fullness. I'm realizing the blessing God has given me, bringing me here to Monmouth. I've known about it for a while, but really... I could have ended up anywhere. Somewhere in Washington going to a university, where I'd try to go home every weekend or something of the sort. Somewhere across the country (which would have been awesome) but I am here. A small town, thirty minutes from Oregon's state capital and fairly close too two major schools. In this place, God is here. God is other places, and even with you wherever you are. But ultimately he brought me here to listen, to learn, to ponder, and to appreciate. 

This week has been a rough one. From a busy bust schedule everyday, to not doing well in a class, or from having to go to the dentist because of a crack in my tooth that happened all of a sudden. I've done lots of shedding of tears, asking so many questions in my head and talking to God. I know things that can get tough, and that everyone's tough is different. My tough this week was just too much to handle at times. But most importantly God opened doors and showed me love through people. 

It's been a nonstop week and one that I am happy to endure. It's the end of week six in school which means projects and tests are being pushed full force. My attitude: there's a lot going on, a lot to do, but it can be done. I've got to look for the outlet of help when I need it. I can push away. 

Tuesday I faced a day of prayer, the elementary school, hs lunch and work. While eating a snack at work I thought to myself how much my tooth was hurting. Okay this pain was not normal, even for me. I've also decide I need to cut back on the sugar. Because this particular tooth that was hurting had already been worked on twice and all of its troubles were due to some sort of sweet. As this tooth pain would not subside, it was time to call the dentist. Who I have been avoiding because I just don't have the money to get work done. Other plans were in store. I rushed to the dentist from work hoping they had a time slot so they could work on my tooth that day. Praise The Lord! I was able to get in and have a temp filling bad news, I need more work done; which means forking over more money I don't have. It's all important and must get done so no complaints. That was Tuesday with thankfully a nice time of young life to go to and the support from my awesome team :)

Tuesday had come and gone and it was Wednesday. That's normal I know. Presentation to do that day which I felt want over very well. Next class, history; oh joy! Not my favorite, but also not the worst class ever. It was fine until my professor said we would be getting our exam back. Thinking to myself, "I did decent, can't be that bad" get it back..... 68. That equals a D+. This is normal work since I don't retain information well, but that's still not what you want to get. Things are not piling on... Just not in he best of moods facing this week. Then remember sort of that Thursday it is my birthday with a super packed day.

Thursday comes and it's time to face it, but I am excited to be 23. I'm feeling more mature. Not ready to take on adult responsibilities, but still stoked! Wake up early for the day to begin with campaigners, then the elementary school and work. Lets just say it was a good morning, even if too myself I was saying it wasn't. People were kind, even if they didn't remember ;) class comes and goes and we get out a half hour early, noting better than that! The night before, a great couple I know invited me over for pizza birthday dinner. That I really enjoyed an my mood started turning around. He rest f my night consisted of the spring dance concert with a few friends and to end going to crush a nice little fancy bar place that serves wine. I mean I am 23 now for crying out loud! And the whole "bar scene" was never my thing. I am not a wine person, but Kaila picked good. Ending the night there with Kaila and Shelby was a lot of fun!!  The free dessert topped it off even more as well :)

I did have a good birthday and embracing the new age, even if I am still in school and will be for a while!

This morning I've spent it being blessed with the fact I didn't have to work. Even f I need some hours. I got to sleep in; which has not been done for days! Maybe even weeks! Praise God for his goodness an love. I made banana bread and soon will watch safe haven which one of my awesome roommates gave me for my birthday :) can't go wrong with Nicholas! 

Have lots planned for a while, but I am slowly learning to embrace it and hopefully won't keep getting so overwhelmed. Thanks to all for the birthdays wishes, presents and fun. And that included watching my other roommate in the spring dance concert!

Hope you all have a great weekend :)thanks for reading 

Love to all!

Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Open Book

Hi friends!*Disclaimer: I share things of faith and of who I am. Didn't hold a lot back. Once again more like a journal entry, but I don't have anything to hide!*  I am no longer super congested! After a long week and spending lots of with kinders I finally realized that kids have germs. Regardless of how much you try to get them to wash their hands they still spread germs, thus I was sick for a week. Miserable time, and I don't remember much content that was taught in any of my classes. But I am feeling better and embracing the spring allergy season!

I've had a lot on my mind lately. And along with a lot on my mind I have been busy like normal. You know what though, I embrace it. I wish I could make more time for people. I've been doing the norm lately, going to school, working, young life, Wednesday Night Bible Study, and whatever I can cram into my days. I am starting to feel the long days and the little time I have for other things. My goal as it should be is striving to focus on the present while being led by God in what He has planned for me. My days don't go perfect, my life doesn't go perfect. That is what I love about life. I love that regardless of how I feel or what I do, life is there and so many opportunities come from each day.
Let's start with what went on last week and with my heart. I don't want to leave anything out, but I've gotta start with Saturday night. Saturday the women of bible study put on a evening called night of respect for the men of bible study. I time for the women to serve the men and let them know how much we appreciate them and cherish their friendship. Personally I only know a few of the men. Regardless I love them all like my brothers. The courage and the dedication they have to God is beyond what I have experienced. I am thankful that I get to know so many guys by name and was able to make them feel as special as they all are and have laughs with them. It's truly something special to come together with young adults my age, and serve the Lord and serve each other. To see the love one another has for each other and what we would do for each other. I pray that over this time I have at Western that I could build stronger relationships, and that the names of people I know would grow. Such a time to remember and never forget, and I am looking forward to night of honor! Guys and gals, you all rock!
Up until I'd say Monday I was getting over my sickness. By the grace of God He made me healthy and able to the things I need to do. God lately has really been showing me, that by trusting in Him I have nothing to worry about. And if you know me that is big, because sadly to say I am a worrier. Wish I wasn't, but slowly I am working it. Baby steps of course! With God's love, trust and mercy unimaginable things can happen. I'm human! I struggle! Like everyone else, we all have a story. Mine might be different than yours. I face things everyday, am reminded of things everyday. Things I want to change. Not things I regret, but things that make me not feel as who I am meant to be. I don't like that feeling. And that is something I am willing to work on! With God's help and prayer I am working hard to fix some of the things.
I sit here, listening to Spotify like I always do at my computer.And this song with these lyrics come on, "He's faithful to the end, He's faithful to my heart." So many songs have been speaking to me. I want to obey Him, listen to His will. I have a lot of growing to do. I have a lot more mistakes to make. God is going to bring me through the trials I face. I am never alone. When I feel alone and on the outside of friends, He is there holding my hand. He doesn't want us to feel alone. With that said, I am thankful for Wed Bible Study. I have made so many friends through there, and don't know where I would be without that place. I live in a town, where when I came here I knew no one. I wanted a change. I am ready for another change! I know my change is a change of heart here in Monmouth. To be vulnerable, and willing to have God open my heart to things I may not feel ready for. "Fill me up God."

Wrapping this up, I have been thinking about my birthday. Which is in two weeks. I don't know when I'll stop counting down the days till my birthday, but I guess not yet! Bring on 23! I have been living on my own, supporting myself for almost four years. That is along time to me, while being in school and trying to work and give time to other things. With all that said, I want to be a teacher. In college, and the education major, you are expected to pay literally, hundreds of dollars out of your pocket. I am not one to ask for anything for my birthday. I would rather spend time with people I love. Someone's company is one of the most important things in my life. I have my fair share of wants of course. I also have needs that I pay more attention to.
I need to take a reading test for the third time to get further into my program really before I take any other tests. It is $85. And then I am going to Young Life camp as a leader this summer and thats $150. So if anyone was thinking of getting me anything, contributing in anyway to help me financially would be so appreciated. I am not expecting it of anyone, but I do like cards. And that I do expect ;)

Thanks for reading my life story. Peace out world for the night. Need to go collect myself and finish homework for the night!

Alyssa

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Joy

Looks as if I haven't really written since school started this term. Fair warning I am sick, so if sentences do not make sense or my spelling is wrong I blame NyQuil since that is in my system tonight.

Since I have been back from break school has taken off. I am taking 5 classes this term, and I know my history class is going to kick my butt. I find everything very interesting to learn, but some of the language is complete gibberish to me. Let's pray I can get through each two hour class M/W. Some days I just want to snooze. My other classes are turning out to be fun and more intriguing (well for the most part that is). In the next few months I will do science experiments, p.e. lesson plans, write some papers about social study issues, lots of random stuff about history and learn about special needs in the education system. I am ready to learn, let me tell ya!
Thinking about this term gets to me think about the one class I will be taking right after this term for a week. Then I start to think about living here this summer, which leads me to jobs and money. I need to take one day at a time. I have a lot of exciting things happening this term and this summer that I must not let consume my mind. My focus is the present, each day one day at a time is all I must do. If we live in a time of the future our minds will go crazy!
Back to some things that have recently been going on is that I am working in a kindergarten classroom. Every Tuesday and Thursday I am volunteering in a classroom with 20 adorable 5 and 6 year olds. They make me laugh every day and test my patience more than I thought could. There is one little boy in this class who I think every time I am in there asks if I have a kid at the school, and when I tell him no he asks if I have a baby in my tummy. I have jumped to the conclusion that I am sure he doesn't understand that since I am in school I can not have kids. Which is the truth for me. Sometime it will hit him that I am just helping in his classroom. I always have some sort of story about these kids. This last Thursday my little buddy Rylan noticed the pooh bear shirt and pin I was wearing and told me Spiderman is better. I had to disagree with him and tell him that Pooh Bear is better. He still didn't agree, so this "argument" went on all afternoon. At the end of the day I called him Mr. Pooh Bear and he said, "People don't call me Mr. Pooh Bear." He then called himself Mr. Pooh SpiderMan, cracked me up!
Oh I am sure I will have more to share from this buddy and many others. They brighten my day, and I look forward to working with them each week. More confirmation of how much I can't wait to be in a classroom.

Last weekend I was able to attend an amazing retreat with Wednesday Night Bible Study at Young Life's Breakaway camp in Gearhart, OR. I had such an amazing time. I still feel something missing, that I have been praying for off and on and something I could feel at the retreat, but I know when the time if right things will fall into place. God does amazing works in that way. It is important to remember that everything is in his timing. Not of my own. I can do nothing without him. At this retreat we sang worship songs, prayed together, hung out together, and played games together. Beach volleyball was a highlight in the game area because I had never played before. So much fun! Volleyball was never my "good" sport, as to why I did cross country, but so glad I did. But beach volleyball was something to be silly in! And after that we went to the beach. I missed the beach. I always miss the beach! Can't wait to visit a beach again! So many new friends and memories were made at this retreat! I am so happy God made it in my plan to go, and for everyone else who was there. God makes things happen for a reason, and for each individual to be there was to help us grow stronger and closer.

So many things in these last couple weeks I am thankful for!
Tonight I must close because I can tell my medicine is kicking in and I should sleep!
Oh the wonders sleep can do! Everyone make sure to get enough sleep in their regular sleeping routine. It is important! :)

Good night friends
OH and pray for a quick recovery! Thanks :D

Alyssa

Monday, April 1, 2013

So much meaning!

Here it is Monday. The start to a new term in school. I can't believe yesterday I was in ocean shores, even sitting in church and worshipping my God with my church family. Sunday was Easter. A day to be so thankful for and know that sins have now been forgiven and I live a life of salvation.
This break went by way too quick! Wednesday came and went. I watched my little brother (who is six feet tall) compete in a track meet. This is his first year doing track so I was happy I could see one. Nice to see him and my dad. I also got to see many others at the meet. While I was home I mostly drove around and visited with people. Not really. Relaxing time for my spring break but it was worth seeing people I miss and only see a couple times out of the year. a couple times i went to the school and chatted with a few people picked my brother up from school and drove him home. Friday I got to venture up to Seabrook to see a dear friend who works up there. I first toured the small town of Seabrook which is adorable and chat with my friend. Times don't always work to see the people we want to, but I was more than willing to go see him.and am that way with my friends. Friends are important and if one person doesn't make an effort than when do you see or talk to people? This sort of thing has always been a learning process for me, but it now makes so much more sense. I also got to visit my friend Alexis at the boy baseball game. Missed that girl a lot! And am so excited for her new life and new baby that is on the way :) then I got to chill with my pal Alyssa and her mom cooked dinner and we watched a movie! Miss her too. Everyone lives so far away. I wish I were able to drive and see everyone more than I do. First off I don't always have time and secondly it costs me an arm and a leg :( sad but i won't dwell on it.
The end of my break was nearing and I started to get sad. I tried to make the most out of it I could. Lots of doing things time but I wouldn't trade the time I got to spend with people for anything. Sunday for Easter I went to church. So many people! I didn't even get I say hi to everyone I want! But then it was finally time for me to drive home. Holidays in general are hard for me. And having a five hour car ride by myself didn't make matters better. Holidays I'm typically "alone" I know I have people who care about me, but I don't get those Easter/valentine/4 of July/new years/memorial day baskets or candy or vacations like other people. I'm not mad about that. My life is different than everyone else's. I understand that. Being a 22 year old girl who is surviving this world with God by my side can get scary and lonesome. I'm happy with my life. Of course of have those thoughts of wanting to be done with school or wanting a family. Then I have to think again God has MY life in his hands. He has control. Whatever happens in my life is for a reason and has a purpose. Doesn't mean that life isn't hard for me. That things don't come easy. Holidays are something that I try to look past. At least the ones that don't glorify God.
With all that said I am happy to be back at school. See where life and God takes me. I get to venture into a kindergarten classroom tomorrow and be with kids that love with no strings attached.
Sorry if this was more of a journal entry. That's my life. Take it or leave it. I know some people will truly appreciate hearing what I have to say. (Like my Granada, love you!)
I hope everyone has a blessed week and remembers that God is there in all of our moment of live. Even the tough ones, and with him those moments are made easier.

Night
Alyssa

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Washington Family Ranch

Can I be out at the ranch every time I write a blog? I guess that means I should come out every weekend! I would be fine with that :) I don't know where I am at with last weeks blog, but oh we'll. Not a stressful thing. Finals week has come and gone, and spring break is here. I've been so blessed this last week. I took a final Wednesday ( my only real final) I don't like to rub it in, but it was nice to have time to relax. I was able to watch movies galore! I don't get get that a lot! I also had a night of strictly roommate time! Watched movies, colored, scrapbooking, chatting time. We don't get the chance to do that, like at all. Friday came for the end of the week and I prepared myself for my long adventurous weekend. Headed to the ranch. Long five or so our drive I was preparing myself for. Figured we would leave early enough so we would be in the dark on the way to camp. Thank goodness we did. Leah, Jessica and I had an adventure on the way here. Coming up the mountain and over the mountain I look to my gps for the directions since I have never driven here myself. Over the mountain I end up taking a wrong turn and my GPS tells me to go on a random road, which is all covered in snow. Going smooth with my SUV, we finally hit a rough patch of SNOW! I am from the beach, snow and me not close friends. Love it, just not driving in it. Talking to God I know he will get us through this. I decide to go to the road because our turn off was 250 yards in front of us :/ I walk the short way to he road and low and behold a minute later someone drives me. I flag them down and they come to our rescue! Praise The Lord. Everything else was smooth sailing. Finally I am at camp, so pumped and excited. This is my worry free happy place. What a blessing this week has been. Close quarters with so many godly people. Getting to know new people and their hearts. All weekend I listened to people, worked in the sassy and cut string with others and tied bracelets and necklaces then bag them up so they are ready for campers for the summer. I never realized what kind of work needs to totally be done to accomplish the experience everyone has for summer. Hard work for everyone, but so worth it. I can't wait to see kids here this summer, hear about a God who loves them and do all that we have prepared them for at this camp. This had been such a great experience that words can't always describe. I made a couple new friends named Isaac, Grace and joshua. Of course they are under the age of ten ! But that is where my heart goes! Big thanks to God for a great safe start to my break! Thanks for all you give to me on a daily basis. The food and clothing I need. Warm water and a hot shower. I am pumped to now head home and see what you bring to me there. Tomorrow hunter has a track meet :) and I get to see loved ones! Make this a long second half of break where I can love on my people! :)

Amen!
Alyssa :)

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Things either slow down or speed up!

I'm in bed thinking, yes I have my last final tomorrow and how I need to write last weeks blog.
Last week was a good week. Got to spend time at young life with two girls I've been getting to know, and they are pumped about going to camp! $600 is a lot for a camp, but man is it worth it :) I'd say Wednesday was an awesome day. I had class, all the good stuff with time to spare. So Ashley and I got some Froyo, and subway for dinner and were able to go listen to 15 miles west and Vibe, the cappella groups at WOU :) ok I'm a little obsessed at the moment too. I keep YouTubing 15 miles west to see what I can listen to of them. It was an hour show, so Ashley and I could male or to bible study on time, which was awesome! Worship, ready, set, go! So amazing to worship the Lord with believers that are my age!
Thursday I didn't have music class, but I really did like that class. Anyway, I was able to drive Michaela and Hannah to a young life camp meeting in Salem. That was nice chatting with them, and spending an evening with the other YL leaders for the greater Salem area.
Friday!! Math Fun Fair. How great was that!! So awesome. Spending the morning with our math buddies we'd been talking to during the term and actually meeting them. Such a fun time to get and know them and play games with them! I cam not wait to get into a classroom. So many times I get confirmation that what I am pursuing is something that I will love. Be obedient to the Lord and he will give you the pleasures of your heart. Such a trust worthy, loving God that I have! He shows himself true every day.
I've had a chill week, cause in all honesty I have been blessed with an easy term. I don't want to take it forgranted either. I know I won't have easy terms again, but I can male the most out of them! I am ready for the rest of the week, and I am preparing myself for spring break!! Starts Wednesday afternoon, but I won't head anywhere till Friday. Going to the ranch to volunteer :)!! Then I'll end up heading home, once I figure out where I will stay.
So many new things ahead, and I am prepared without looking too far ahead and driving myself crazy!!
Good luck to anyone who still has finals this week :) hope everyone has a blessed week :)
With love
Alyssa!!

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

One week two days!

Hey guys! I'm getting later and later on my writing; which should be a good thing right? I'm keeping myself busy :) in my head though everyday that passes I'm thinking I need to get that done. I've been doing a blog ever week for a couple months now, I can't slack! With a lot of things, that is how I am. If I have committed to something it is hard for me to slack off or give up on trying. I will keep going at it until I get in the groove again of accomplishing whatever it is I need to do. I was thinking about that yesterday and realized that is fine, but I gotta keep myself in check about it. If it makes me stressed or worry I need to analyze what is going on and ask myself if it is really that important! Something's are and some are not. :)

So I have entered DEAD WEEK! Looking back to last (where I didn't really write a blog about ;) I was thinking about how this week would look for me. I did my normal stuff last week, classes, works, young life, lunch with Carlee on Wednesday. Added a couple other things which is always nice from my routine. I also sat through everyone's mini lesson for music. Ok so since I was done I had sorta check out of hat class mentally, but guess what?! Now I am done. I really did enjoy the class and wish I had classes like that more often. Just not that late at night! This Thursday night I am not sure yet what I will do withy night, but I will find something.

For dead week I have two more things that I have to do that get my nerves going. Tomorrow at 8am I have a group presentation in my Ed writing class. Should be good though, PowerPoint and mini lesson, GO! And last for the day I am presenting my final art project that I am not fond of, but it had to get done. Once those are marked off my imaginary list for the week I am set free. Friday I have math but we are having a fun fair with our lag buddies we have been working with all term. Excited to meet them and play some games. I hope an pray everyone else's finals and dead week go smoothly, because a lot of stress and pressure build up during this time.

I'm excited to see this week and next go by so I can head to the rang and see how God can use me. And to see what he has to show me :) God is so good!!

Have an awesome week everyone. Thanks for reading, those of you who did. Means a lot :)

Lyssa

Oh ya! I made snicker doodle cookies this week! So yummy. And I made roommate dinner, which I was super impressed with myself. :)

Sunday, March 3, 2013

A week too full or a week to praise!

This week has been a little bit of a hectic one! Everything turned out fine of course!
I was super busy the first couple days trying to get homework done from being gone over last weekend. We are heading to week 9, then dead week and finals are approaching! So glad that everything got done, but I was getting a little antsy. Catching up on homework, making sure my projects are getting further then they are. I spend every week the same. Which is fine, at times variety pops in there too. That I like!

This week I was preparing for a music mini lesson I had to do in my class. My late, 7pm-9:40pm class. Gosh I had no idea what I was doing with my mini lesson, and kept thinking it wouldn't turn out the way I want it to. Guess what! It turned out great! (Or at least I am hoping great) In class we did everyones mini lesson, I was second to last. I would sing, dance, clap and move around the room. I wanted mine to be up, sorta of I could just be done. It was finally my turn, and it seemed that my class really liked what we were doing! Thank goodness! I really liked it too. Probably a highlight of my week was the mini lesson. And now, we are pretty much done with that class!!

Thursday a friend texted me, asking if I was going to the concert Friday. In my head I am thinking, I have no idea what concert she is talking about so no. Turns out some friends from Ocean Shores were going to a concert in Portland. I did some thinking of what my Friday was looking like and decided to go! And man am I glad I did. I could have used the excuse that I had too much homework (which I do all the time, my fault) or that I didn't have the money. My roommate Ashley came along too, and it was her first concert! A girl my friend Kelsey knew needed a ride to the concert so I invited her to come along! We had decided to leave early to get there around three; they don't let people in the doors till 6. It was such a beautiful day! I personally love love love the rain, but was glad that the sun was shining, because that could have been a much longer wait with rain. So I am waiting for my friends to call and show up at the concert. I live half the distance they do. I see a bright orange sweatshirt walking by, and it is Kristy and everyone else!! So good to see my friends. So we are waiting around, it was a fun evening. Actually fun is an understatement! It was an amazing night! Awesome singers, packed arena, great prayers, and wonderful friends. So nice to be able to spend the whole night worshipping the Lord with friends and fellow believers! Man I wish I would have known about this concert before. Guess what I am doing next year around this time!

I had a good week. I go through my times of deep thoughts and try to seek what the Lord is telling me. This morning Pastor Sean asked us if we are blocking anyone from seeing the Cross? Then he also asked us if there is anything blocking us from the Cross? Puts your life into perspective. If I am living everything I have and do for the Lord and are allowing people to see that. Or if I am going on with life and not caring about showing what Jesus did for all of us. That it is all a free gift and all you have to do is accept this gift! The gift of Jesus dying for our sins is a gift too many take for granted. I want to show everyone that I have accepted the gift. I want Him to use me on this Earth as an example of who He is. I love being able to hear new things or be challenged with how I am living my life.

I am ready for a new week. Made a morning date with my friend Ciara! Have Young Life and prayer going on Tuesday and so much more! I am psyched with what the Lord has to show me and how He is going to use me this week!

Hope everyone had an awesome weekend and has a great week :)
Love to all,
Lyssa

Monday, February 25, 2013

God and His greatness!

I just ended week 7 for winter term! Time is flying! I keep hearing people say that they are registering for their last term of school. In all honesty I wish that was me. If I were on a four year track, that would have been me last year. If I were on a five year track, that would be me this year. God has me on a different track. Each day when I face this fact I become more aware and learn to accept it this truth. It is something on my mind a lot, and I just don't want it to consume my every thought. So far I am doing an ok job!

This past week I have gone to classes, worked and chatted with people. I also finished Crazy love, yay me! Oh man was it good, and makes you want to change. Change for good. Change the way you buy things and what you do with your money. I want to be someone who trusts God with absolutely everything. I do know He will give me strength, courage, and patience. I have a tough time believing He will supply me with the money I need. I know it is true, but I do not act or think in that way. I don't down size what I have so I can give my money away. I buy things I do not need. What are these things anyway. Just something to pass my time, or feed me bad food for my body. Why can't I survive on fruits, veggies, grains, and dairy. And read only my Bible, or have a flip phone that doesn't do much more then call people. It is because I live in a world that thinks these belongings makes us better off and more popular. I am so ready for a world of change! One that loves each other. Picks kindness and forgiveness over anger and hatred. A world that puts others first and doesn't hold grudges. This really isn't a fairy tale world. This is a world that was intended by God. All I can do is share the wonderful truth that about our Savior, and live a life that expresses the truth!

This weekend I went to Canyon to be a wrangler. A wrangler who was going to work in the dinning hall. By God's glorious grace, He decided that Kaila and I should not be working in the kitchen. Praise God, we were scared we would drop a tray, and we didn't have to think about that any further. We get to camp, and we are told we are being pulled from the kitchen and will work in the sports center and at the swing! How awesome is that! Things only got better from there. I loved working at the swing and helping all the middle schoolers with their harnesses so they could get on the ride. It was so cold outside and we were out there for 4 hours. The cold didn't even phase me! I was constantly moving, and talking so the day went smooth and fast. A little too fast in my opinion. We got to go to club before the sports center and we worshipped with middle schoolers and their leaders. Man what a site, a site to see so many youngsters Praising our God!! Here comes the good part. My new buddy , RiAnna was telling me she was going to train my on the rock wall so I could belay the campers. In my head I was freaking out. Something new to do, and have others lives in my hands. Not my idea of fun. Wow was I wrong. It was so great. I got to learn so many new names, and was able to encourage these campers and leaders that they could climb the wall! I am so glad I did it! Sunday morning Kaila and I woke up early! Ok it was finally like 6:15 and we were headed to the Sassy to work the espresso. So middle schoolers don't really drink coffee, (thankfully, otherwise they would be way off the wall!) so we ended up making a bunch of hot chocolate. Another great experience here, this weekend we were able to be in close communications with the other wranglers :) Shout out to my Ocean Shores peeps that were there. I was so excited to see Kristy, Bob, Bill and Ken. I will hopefully be seeing you all soon at home!! Thanks for making my weekend just a bit better. Of course there are more details to the weekend, but this is already a book long. We made great timing home, and thanks to Kaila for driving!
Good weekend! Good friends! Good food! Good times!

Here is to another week, and hope that week 8 isn't getting to too many people. Almost done for the term :) and then I get to see WAFARA again! :)

Alyssa

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Winter Term Week 6 OVER!

This term is going by super quick! Thankfully this term hasn't been a super stressful one! Thanks God :)
The beginning of the week came and went and here I am on Saturday night sitting in the living room with two of my roommates. We don't always get times like this. I had a lot to do this week and have a lot to do in the following week. 

This week it started with church. Always a good place for me to start my week. And after that time I got some homework done ahead of time (which rarely happens) and cooked roommate dinner! And I made tater tot casserole, thanks to Debbie's recipe! So yummy, I ate leftovers for a couple different meals. As the week went on I was finding myself in a bit of a daze. And you know what, not each week is perfect and my week got turned around into a good one! I did the things I needed to this week and God answered prayers. 

Thursday was Valentine's Day. "Extra" holiday's just aren't my thing. Not that I don't celebrate them, but I get a little frustrated with the fact that there are days devoted to loving people. Why can't we love on people everyday?! Or if I want to do something special for someone why not do it when that person is least expecting it. It should be more of an appreciation of everyday for that person. That is my little rant on it. 

Yesterday I went to math class, then to the library and scanned a bunch of papers. Little bit of a frustrating job because I was on a Mac and didn't understand how to use it. But I finally survived that. I went and saw Safe Haven finally! So yeah, I loved it! I really want to watch it again and can not wait till it comes out on DVD, then to the cheap bin so I can buy it :) Later Friday night I went to Kelsey's to do some math homework. Well whenever I get together with her and Jamie a lot gets done ;). It was nice to hang out. I had a really good long talk with Kelsey which put me home late, but it was way worth it! Love to see how God works in peoples lives and can talk to people about how he is working in mine. It was time to have that "good" cry and am still waiting for the rest. Eventually it will come. 

Today, I worked on my third art project for class. It is due Monday so I wanted to get it done so I didn't have to worry about it any more. I ended up really liking how it looked. Not perfect and hopefully will stand up for the Professor, but either way I am proud of it. In that time I watch A Goofy Movie, Harry Potter 3, and Angels in the Outfield. All great movies and I don't get a lot of time to sit and watch movies. I am pretty sure the paint started getting to my head and am glad that is done for today. 

The end of my week has come and a new one begins tomorrow. (Yes my week starts on Sunday)! I am so so so excited for this week. I finally have quizzes in my classes, those I am not excited for, but that is ok. In my education class we are working in an elementary school for a few hours, and I am waiting for another week to sign up for classes. But this week I get to focus on the fact that life is good. What is there really to complain about. Overall I am healthy, have loved ones in my life, have food on my table (or usually just in the fridge) a nice warm bed to sleep in and good books to read. I am more then content with life and others should be too. We have so much more then other people. My roommate showed me a video that I will one day figure out how to post, but it opens you eyes. The things we say, complain about and consume our minds with is nothing in the big picture. Be thankful for what you have and that we get so much. This upcoming weekend I get to go to Washington Family Ranch and serve middle school students with a friend and friends from back home. Man am I looking forward to that. Kids get to hear the gospel and I get quality time with people. Thank you Jesus for who you are and what you stand for. You stand for love and so much more!

This week was mostly thoughts going on in my head. Know that what I think is crazy stuff and I am ok with that. Also know that you are loved and deserve so much for yourself. Be content with the state you are in because things could always be so much worse. I pray everyone had a great week and this week to come will be filled with many blessing and amazing opportunities!
Random exciting fact for the week, my Grandma got married! Go Grandma. Miss you lots and hope to see you sometime soon :) 

Love you guys!
Lyssa


 Here is my sweet motif I did for class. It is not in the right position, but you can at least take a look!


Saturday, February 9, 2013

He always deserves Glory!

The Lord is always there, in our times of suffering, and happiness. We should always be giving glory to God. Especially in our times of being troubled, The Lord shows himself even more. Relying on the Father and not ourselves is important to remember.
That is being evident to me this week. I don't know the plan God has for me. I see glimpses of what could be. Somedays I make myself think I see what will be my future. I'm not the one that is right as much as I tell myself I am at times.
I've had a really busy week, but nevertheless a blessed week. I am blessed to have a relationship with the people in my life. People in my classes I talk to and get to know them more and more each day. At work my coworkers can make me laugh! I get so excited to share the glory of God with people twice during the week through Young Life and Wednesday night bible study. And I so wish everyone I knew could come to Wednesday night and see the radical change these people can make on my life. This is a place like no other. College kids, worshiping, praising The Lord in all he does. Words can't even describe what that place is like on Wednesdays.
I sometimes get caught up with the fact that I am busy, but I try to make time for other things. Things that are important and that need to be apart of my everyday life.
I've had a handful of people on my heart lately, knowing some of what they are going through both good and bad. The Lord gives me opportunities to share with people or pray for people. Somedays for myself it is hard to ask for prayer when it is needed the most. I am so thankful I have people in my life that I can ask that of and they will respond.
The Lord is putting it on my heart right now that life is a beautiful thing, there is no need to have a bitter heart. It's ok to be sad, hurt, tired and whatever else people feel that is "negative" it's what you do about it in your everyday life. Life does have ups and downs. I look for something good in each of those days.
I feel a new chapter opening in my life. I have no idea what it holds and I accept that. I know I am here at school, doing what I do. I have a lot of decisions to make for the next 6 to 7 months. Lots of prayer on my half will be done and lots of prayer by others is always appreciated.
This week has been interesting and some details don't need to be disclosed. I am maturing into someone I never knew I could be or would be. It is all by the grace of God. I am so appreciative for the people the Lord has placed strongly in my life for the last 6 months. I wouldn't take anything back that he has shown me, brought to me or in a sense taken away. Right now I feel like something is missing, but devoting even more time to His goodness will help me know that things happen for a reason.
I hope everyone has had an awesome weekend. And can find goodness in everything they do :)

Lyssa

Saturday, February 2, 2013

My life isn't in my control

So this last week, ya didn't really go as I would have liked. I had to step up and realize things happen, life goes on, and it's not in my control. As much as I want something to happen, it isn't up to me. And honestly, I know that. Of course, I would rather things go smoothly, but somedays I need to be reminded that God has control.

God was telling me this last week that he has control over my money and to stop worrying because I have everything I need. He also reminded me that I need to be able to ask for help and rely on other people. And when I do, they will prove to be faithful and trustworthy. I wouldn't necessarily say those are problems that I struggle with, but they are things I forget to do.

God answered my prayers and curiosity about school Saturday. He confirmed I wouldn't be applying for the Ed Program to enter in the Fall. I was devastated at the fact that it took time and money to have that answered, but thats when I have to have faith that God will provide. In the midst of my not good couple of days I found a peace with God. I talked to him about what I thought, but also reassured Him that I trust in how He is working my life. He is bringing such amazing, loving people in my presence and I am so beyond words thankful for them! They are all so encouraging about my life and what I am doing. It gets so hard for me to take their words literal, but I am working on it.

I believe everything happens for a reason! Nothing is by chance. I learned that multiple ways recently. Through school, with some special friends. School has been taking me longer then I ever anticipated, but honestly I am excited to be here in Monmouth. It pulls me far from people that I am getting to know better back home and building strong relationships with. But as long as people are willing to work things out anything is possible! I am making lasting friendships in Monmouth, and growing as a follower of Christ.
I think growing is what I am thrilled about most. A few months ago I wasn't entirely sure who I was. In the sense that I didn't know where school was going, who I had by my side, what I had to do to succeed. Doors have been open wide and my eyes have seen glimpses of what is to come. And can I say only good comes from those times. I will find something positive in each of my circumstances. I may not agree with everything that goes on, but every single aspect of my life and the life of others is a learning experience.

Thursday I was very lucky to get to spend most of my day with my beautiful friend Brie. When I confident in making friends last year, she was helping lead me to creating lasting friendships! I got to eat at the Pink Cafe for the first time! Since I visited this town I have always wanted to go there. Man am I glad I finally got too! So yummy, and such a cute building. I am really glad I got to catch up with my friend and can't wait till we get to catch up again.

This week went by, and now it is almost over. A new start tomorrow as it is Sunday. Today I get to accomplish a color wheel for my art class. Ya, it sounds real easy doesn't it ;). Not quite, mixing colors by eye to match other colors. That is what I get to do all day. Luckily it's a task I can do while watching movies!

Recently my eyes have been opened again to who I am growing into. There is something people keep saying they can see a change in me. I feel like life is growing up and my mind is expanding! (I wish it were for school) Expanding for life's events. Having knowledge for what to do and say when people ask me questions. It is really interesting. I keep thinking about how soon I will be 23. I am heading into my mid-twenties. Not sure how I feel about it, but regardless it is happening. Life does not just stop when we want it to. We have to embrace all that is happening around us. I am excited at the same time, for so many things. Last night I was making cookies, and doing random things for my roommates, ha and I said I can't wait to be a mother! In the sense that I want to nurture and take care of other beings. I really like to be there and fix food for others or do things for others if they need it. Ya I am weird.

I just wrote another novel about my life! Sorry about that. A lot of random thoughts, but that's me. RANDOM! Hope you all have a great weekend!!
OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY WONDERFUL FRIEND Tashia :) Love you girl. You mean so much to me, and you are such an amazing Mother and friend.

:) Thanks for reading!
Alyssa

Friday, January 25, 2013

If there's a will, there's a way!

Another week almost done! Can't believe how fast January is going by, and February is almost here. I'm excited for a new week to start, a new month to begin and another year of awesomeness! Everyday is a gift, so I've been searching for good in each day. Some days it's hard, but I know good is still always there. 
This week hasn't been the best for me, but people have been so gracious. The Lord has been so faithful that I have no reason not be thankful for all of my days. 

This week has been full of school, work, laughs, the bible, some stress, meeting with people/professors, and loving people. School this term; as of right now; hasn't been too crazy. Week three has just past, so we will see how the rest of it goes. Projects are starting up with due dates, and I am still in the process of solving my problem with how much longer I have in school. In all honesty I won't probably be done for another two years, that's how I feel things are going. I am fine with that. There is a greater plan for me, one that I am not in control of. I will be filling out the education program application this week, and I am hoping I can get it all complete without a huge hassle.
 
The rest of my week has been an adventure. I was finally able to get some random things done that needed to get done. File my taxes, complete my Fafsa, register for Praxis i Reading basic skills test, go to the dentist; all the great things that come with being an adult. Yesterday I went to the dentist and got two fillings. Man was my mouth numb! If I had taken a picture I would post it. Guess I'll to remember and do that Friday since I am getting two more fillings done. Little stressful getting all of that done, but it needs to be done. 

Now there is today. I had stuff I thought needed to get done, but there was another plan for me. Thankfully I have awesome resources and people in my life that the day wasn't all that bad. It started with a working driving car. (And this will be the short version, just because I don't feel the need to leave every single detail.) I had class, worked out, then came back home to drive it again. As I went to start my car, it turned on, but wouldn't turn over. Starting making some phone calls, and with great luck I was able to call AAA and have someone from Independence come to my house to and jump start my car battery. I was able to drive where I needed to and was told to drive around for twenty minutes to charge my battery. I get home, (and I have had my share of car troubles, including the battery) turn my car off, then think I should try to turn it on again. Battery. Completely dead. Now I am trying to figure out what to do. AAA guy comes back over, tests my battery and it's overall bad. After many phones calls and figuring out what to do, I am able to borrow a roommates car and drive to exchange my battery for a new one! After about 7 hours of battery trouble I have a running car! :) The moral of my little life story is if there is a will, there is a way. The AAA guy was so great. I had talked to him earlier to see if he could put my car battery in. Because in all honesty I had no idea how. I got home tonight, and he put my battery in around 7, and then my car runs. The thing that touched me the most is how genuine he was. (If you know me, I like to talk and tell stories. I'm the type to make conversation if you are in my presence. So earlier today I told AAA guy, oh his name is Steve. I told Steve that I needed my car because I have a test tomorrow in Portland.) As Steve was leaving my house, I said, "Thank you so much for coming over three times today. Have a great night." He replies with, "Good luck on your test." Alright, so I go inside and my eyes start to well up. He didn't have to say that or remember that I had a test, but it's the fact that he did. 

God makes good in all circumstances. I could have made my whole situation terrible, and wonder why this happened to me. I decided against that. I decided that I need to rely on other people other and learn that life isn't going to be easy. When things seem to be going really well, it's ok to have a bad day here and there. It's really what you make of it overall. So tomorrow is a really important day. At Western we are required to take tests for education (that sadly we have to pay lots of money for). Tomorrow I am taking a test that I have already failed once, and I lack in that area. Prayers for that welcomed and appreciated, among other things as well!

I don't get to talk to a lot of people everyday, so this is my way of journaling and letting out what I need to be said. And a way for the people who want to know what it going on with me to catch up on that. 
I am thankful everyday for the people in my life. You are all placed perfectly in a wonderful plan you may not even be aware of. There are somedays someone is placed on my heart, so I'll pray for you. It's in hopes that you can have a great plan for your life.
Not everyday is perfect, but everyday has a blessing and something to be thankful for!


11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. 12 Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. 13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

Jeremiah 29:11-13

A verse that spoke to me this week, and has lots of insight in what I need to be striving for.

I hope everyone has an amazing weekend and week! And I want to say thanks for reading! I appreciate all your support :)
Alyssa :)

Friday, January 18, 2013

Being happy is up to you

I have figured in my years of living that you can change your attitude. It is all with the help of God, but it is you who determines whether you are going to have a good attitude or a bad one. I have embraced the fact that I will have a good one. Everyday isn't grand, and I go through my times of stress and worry (which I am trying to work on), but life is really what we make it. That has been my saying more recently.

This last week has been an eye opener. I haven't made too many changes lately, but I am taking some good courses in school, and I know later I will freak about most of them in some way. One that brought some concern, only because of the time was my music education class. It is at 7pm on Thursday nights. Normally around 9 or 10 I am trying to settle in for the night, but I am not getting home till at least 9:45. So I went to class this last Thursday, we get there and start taking notes (the norm for first time having class). Then my professor is having us up playing an introduction to each other game. We also were dancing around the room, singing, and playing drums on the ground. The best part is that we can be silly! I love being silly :) For a lot of people improvising dance moves isn't in their comfort zone, but for me that is another story. I do tend to get embarrassed very easily, but I have learned to have fun. If people judge me for my awesome skills or lack of, that is their problem. As long as I am having fun I'm digging it!

I'm realizing more and more each day how faithful and trust worthy God is. I thank God for all He gives me and blesses me with, but there are times where I am doubtful when I know I shouldn't be. But this week God showed me that believing is the key!

I am so happy that today is finally Friday. I have had such a long overwhelming week. Good things have sprung and that makes me happy! When I least expect it good comes from all circumstances. I feel like I did so much this week and I also figured out some exciting news. I am further ahead in my education then I thought and if I get my butt in gear and talk to A LOT of people I could maybe apply to be in the education program at my school for Fall 2013, instead of Spring 2014. I have to give it all up to the Lord. It is out of my hands, but I need to go forward and not stop with what needs to be done. I ask for prayer in this time that I can get the paperwork and classes figured out. If I have to apply later that is the Lord's plan. This is going to be an overwhelming as I get that ready for this next week.

This weekend I want to devote to some business, but I also want me time. It is the three day weekend and I wish I could have gone home, but many things make it so I couldn't. I hope to find some time for myself. Lately I have been listening to these amazing podcasts from Solid Rock. A church in Portland. John Mark has some amazing preachings that I have found and am getting so much insight. So it I had the choice I will be listening to those too, instead of watching movies :)!! If anyone feels like striking up a conversation this weekend, please do :) I miss lots of people from home, and friends that are all over.
Until next time! Thanks for reading :)

Lyss

Thursday, January 10, 2013

The start of a new year

Today I decided I would start a blog, for multiple reasons. One is that I like writing and I want to utilize what a tool that can be. I also believe life has so many opportunities and people should get to know each other. By me writing downs thoughts, feelings, and what is going on in my life it will open up something different about me that some people may not know. Glory should be given to the Lord, this is another way for me to express how good God is.

To catch up with what's been going on in my life I just got back to school after a month long break.  I spent my break back home in Ocean Shores. It was so encouraging to be home and be around people I love. Lots of new memories, and some sad memories as well. Over break I got to hang out with a lot of people, old friends and new friends. I brought in the new year at Peter and Lindsey's house with most of the Fry clan and Alyssa (no I don't talk to myself or about myself in third person). What a great time that was to be with friends and play tons of board games and laugh!
During break I went to a lot of basketball games, boys and girls. It was fun to watch everyone play and to see old friends there that were visiting for the holidays. Yesterday the girls had a basketball game and it was so strange not to be there, but soon enough I hope to see them play some more. I got to enjoy time with the Lord many times, in everyday conversation, at church, and bible time with Jordan. And there were so many time I had to stop what I was doing and take in the beauty that God created on this earth. Growing up at the beach I never took advantage of how beautiful a place I lived in. Sometimes the ocean waves would catch me off guard, or the peacefulness of the canal when I went out paddle boating. Everything that surrounds us is created by God and I need to take a moment everyday and be thankful for how glorious everything is.

Since I have been back to school I started up classes and I also started working again. It's nice to be on a schedule with a routine, where I also have some time to do the things I need so I don't go crazy. I'm getting settled in to having classes a few days a week and no class Tuesday's and a very late class Thursday's. I've enjoyed being back home with my own belongings and my own bed. It's been nice seeing familiar faces of friends and chatting and catching up. I love living in a place where God is so evident. Being here has been such a blessing. Even though school is a struggle for me and I get discouraged because it is taking me a few extra years to finish up I know God has placed me here for a reason. I am getting to know some amazing Godly people, and He is helping shape me into the person He wants me to be. I can't describe how blessed and thankful I feel for being here, but it is truly a one of a kind feeling. I am excited to see where life is going to be taking me in the next couple months here and school. And how the Lord will be showing me His love and love for others.

This will be a fun adventure to fill people in on what is going on in my life. I feel that I am at a place right now where the Lord is working and I want His work to be known. I may not always have time to get together with people, but if you want to call, or text me feel free to. I also want to start skyping with people more. It has been placed on my heart lately that friends and community is super important and can't be replaced!

Love to all. Hope you had fun reading, and if you did read all of this I appreciate the love!

Till again,
Lyss :)